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Friday, October 22, 2010 5:34 PM
I want to be your pillar of support, your angel, your.....
What can i say about my feelings now?? Upset, jovial, depressed? I really don't know. My mind is seriously in a state of confusion. Maybe much more worse than that. So many thoughts whirling around my mind..this is the first time i have ever faced such problem:( I cannot bring myself to laugh and smile in front of everyone, haiz..
Firstly, MUSIC. I really am unsure if i should continue the course. I just could not control my feelings..all i know is that i cried in front of the piano and violin. i don't know why; i could only think of despair and hopelessness. Looking at those who scored better than me, i cannot resist thinking whether or not i can achieve my one and only dream. I LOVE music, the nature of it, everything! I know this is crazy, but yep, it is definitely a temptation that cannot be missed.
Secondly, studies. Science is totally humiliating...cannot blame it, but why i cannot seem to understand all the concepts??? grrrr..quite pissing. whoo..must relax and calm down..
Thirdly, to a particular someone:) I don't know why i keep thinking about you sometimes. Like for example, i will be wondering: what are you doing? Are you feeling okay? So many stuffs happening, can you cope with the troubles? Even though you are smiling, I understand your heart is hurting very much due to other major things...I pray for you to stay happy always.
Signing off,
SMINTY:D